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Apr 24, 2011
Apr 20, 2011
Fucking Perfect-Pink
Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, missundaztood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around...
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me
You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
See you same
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me
The world stares while I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?
Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, fuckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fuckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're fucking perfect to me
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, missundaztood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around...
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me
You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
See you same
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me
The world stares while I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?
Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, fuckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fuckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're fucking perfect to me
tsk tsk tsk T.T
Carry mark osha dah keluar...amat teruk...35.2%...ni baru osha je dah keluar...yang lain-lain tak taw la macam-mana....kesedaran perlu belajar dengan teruk dah ada sikit la...semalam Zizie cam ajak study sama-sama, dia ingat aku pandai ke???ni yang menakutkan bila expectation orang kepada kita adalah tinggi...bila dia rasa yang aku bukanlah pandai seperti yang disangka-sangka...mesti semangat nak study sama-sama tu jadi pudar...aihla..negative thought...boleh ke pikir orang yang nak study sama-sama tu sebab orang tu rasa i pandai???merepek la Sakinah...
Buku belum bukak...blergh teringat janji nak tengok scream 4 dengan Izhar, sempatkan lagi ko nak tengok wayang...tula pasal dah terlanjur kata, bila dapat carry mark camni baru la rasa masa macam mencemburui saya...erm teringat plak dulu pernah picnic kat Air Terjun Kota Tinggi dalam bulan peperiksaan...masa tu boleh pulak I pikir;
"Kalau tak pergi tapi dapat result yang teruk dalam exam serupa je macam pergi picnic, baik aku pergi"Berani mati pulak time tuh...
Please Sakinah, do your best for this final semester, walaupun sinaran First Class Degree tu semakin jauh, takpe asalkan kita dah buat yang terbaik, remember this quote! dan kalau kalah/gagal biarlah kalah yang bermaruah!
Apr 18, 2011
Bertukar kepada yang lain
haaa sejuk dan tenang sedikit hati bila dah tukar url...ketenangan di situ...privacy, privacy dan privacy...i don't mind if my reader don't know me in the real world...ehla minggu study sekian telah bermula, tapi saya mahu rehatkan kepala...terlalu banyak hati ini tersinggung, rasa penat menahan malu, lalu hati menjadi kurang tabah, teringatkan mereka yang selalu membambu, maka sudah kurang percaya kepada manusia, hanya kerana aku bukan penjilat burit yang padu, maka harus terbiar markahku satu, aku masih percaya keadilan akan muncul juga nanti, maka bertabahlah wahai hati...
Apr 12, 2011
Apr 6, 2011
entry semalam tak habis tulis sebab internat di UTM sangat membanggakan
Hari Rabu adalah hari kemuncak kepenatan berganda ya kawan-kawan...Harus kadang-kadang mulut dan mood macam cilako...Aihla akhir semester ni paling banyak r mencarut-carut...Nasib la kan...Hari ini dimulakan dengan kebengangan:
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Ye ada apa dengan 950???bukan jumlah duit taw...950 am tu kena jumpa lecturer untuk OSH consultation bagi presentation pada keesokkan harinya...ok set tunggu kat BK 3...tapi yang aku nampak pada 950 am depan BK3 adalah kelibat Albert yang menyakitkan hati....***macamana aku tak sakit hati???bekerja dengan lelaki yang tak boleh diharap nak buat apa-apa pon...aku yang suruh dia buat appoinment dengan Sir Shah, kat depan semasa discussion menjawab boleh boleh boleh tapi aku dah sampai bilik, ko mesej minta aku buat appoinment dengan Sir...Fuck You Dude!***
bukti yang jelas terang dan nyata 950 am bukan 945 am
Check-check and roger-roger ngan Angeline, Sir Shah dah blah sebab dia INGAT DISCUSSION PUKUL 945 AM...aihla sapa yang bengang sepatutnya nih???...haruslah aku yang mengamuk, sian Fida n Albert yang nampak kesingaan aku time tuh, tapi mujur la depan Sir ak dah relief sikit...aku ni dahla jenis tak boleh sorok perasaan...kalau suka benci menyampah excited etc: READ IT ON MY FACE....jadi kawan aku tak payah susah-susah nak selidik aku bengang atau tak...again; IT IS WRITTEN ON MY FACE!!!Kira kita 1-1 la ye Sir, yela I dah pernah kena marah kaw kaw dalam kelas OSH aritu (apa ko ingat lili sakina je pandai naik singa?)...terima kasih sangat marahkan saya...takpe-takpe saya memang tengah cari maki n marah sebab nanti kalau dah kerja tak dela terkejut n menangis kalau kena tengking n teriak dengan bos...rilek je der, I dah biasa...Sapa-sapa yang pernah kena marah, terima jela kemarahan itu dengan seadanya, yang baik dijadikan panduan...tapi kalau melampau sangat hmmm just ingat pesan Kak Roe; Don't let anyone's harsh judgement on you affect your emotion, don't give them the satisfaction. Ingat taw!!! Haih la so berpegang dengan kata-kata Kak Roe, I x bagi pon kata-kata beliau mengganggu konsentrasi I nak jawab test OD malam tu...Cakap pasal test, ni haa dia test OSHA hari tu...I nak share sikit berapa markah I dapat over 20 %...UOLLS rasa I mampu score berapa???...ceteka..ceteka...x payah susah2...8% je I dapat...xcaya??? ni haa siap gigih upload....
ni pon Dr Khairiah tanda dengan tutup sebelah mata je jawapan I, kalau dua-dua belah mata dia bukak, I rasa target I dapat 2% je untuk test ni mesti tercapai..mekasih Dr. Khairiah...you rock!!!!
Tak pe, I redha sebab effort pon macam 2% xkanlah nak dapat fullmark 20% pulak kan??? berpijak di bumi yang nyata ye Sakinah...Habis part OSHA....
Ada jugak sebab perlu kehepian, adik angkat saya bagi kad wishing me Christmas n Happy New Year...Actually dah lama dia hantar, tapi tersadai dekat box kat pejabat kolej...hmmmph ini pon ihsan kawan-kawan yang mengenali diri ini susah payah sampaikan kad ucapan dekat I...sorry la adik...let's have a sneak peek
Apr 4, 2011
Mourning Monday
Totally out of my control
Everything that happening now and then makes me falling apart
I HATE TO REMEMBER YESTERDAY
ouh heart, please be tough
I need you to be strong
no matter what happen...
we will survive...
I promise you
like Phunsukh Wangdu in 3 Idiots always said, "All Is Well"
Everything that happening now and then makes me falling apart
I HATE TO REMEMBER YESTERDAY
ouh heart, please be tough
I need you to be strong
no matter what happen...
we will survive...
I promise you
like Phunsukh Wangdu in 3 Idiots always said, "All Is Well"
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